grrrrr......

Ok so i actually have time to up date my lj for once! yay i guess... Well things have been pretty crazy here lately.

So much drama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well things with nikki and i have been really rocky here lately. She seems to have a major problem with brian and me dating. If she would give me a good, honest reason why she doesnt like him then things wouldnt be so bad, but she cant give me one. Maybe she just doesnt want to because she thinks i wont talk to her anymore or something. Well Nicole at the rate youre going right now, that might just happen. Im sorry but i like brian and i need you to understand that, and you are one of my best friends but with the way you have been acting lately i dont know anymore. I know you dont think that brian is dating material but you need to remember that youre not the one dating him. I am. You are so fun to hang out with and i dont want to break up our friendship but i cant keep feeling like there is this wall between us all the time. Another thing i didnt appreciate was you calling me up and getting an attitude with me because i hadnt opened your moms store yet. Youre supposed to be up there too, not just me. Im sorry im leaving for Cali but that doesnt change anything. Your moms store is not my responsiblity. Im up there out of goodwill. Im only doing this because i know she needs the help desperatly right now. I hope you dont take any of this to harsh. Every time i go to tell you on the phone i just cant, but we do need to have a talk.

well ttyl

luv tammy